(...)
I can only raise my sighing
Empty words
Don't wipe them out without knowing the meaning
Looks as if I got over the fatal dosis

I'll say good luck
Turn to the south and fly far away
It's the end
Sun - burn it up with raging flames

It's the end

L'arc~en~Ciel - It's the end

saddest day of my entire miserable existance. I already knew it'd end up like this, sometimes I'd like to be less masochistic. I just lost all hope I had, all I can do now is... forget..? forget.. that's the most depressing word in this very moment.. I just hope I can look back at all this someday and, maybe laugh.. or at least smile?

Sorry for the lack of updates and all, I don't wanna lie anymore saying "yeah yeah coming soon! 8D" when I really have nothing to post. I have no time and honestly, no will to even draw. Unless you don't mind seeing crappy sketches and WIPs that probably won't ever get finished (or in a looong time), I'm not sure when I'll update again. I really hate myself for always saying the same again and again and never actually DOING what I say. I'm really really sorry to those I owe drawings...
en realidad dibuje a Brian, el problema es que es un insulto a tu personaje ><;; me apena de verdad no poder haber hecho nada mejor... perdon por prometerte el dibujo y dsps no terminarlo.. u_u voy a subir el WIP para q veas como iba quedando...
I still gotta draw your OCs >< I'm sorry.. I didn't start yet..

anyway... when I start feeling a bit better I might keep on drawing but right now all this situation isn't inspiring at all

to those who still support me, thank you very much, it really means a lot and for those who don't... I totally understand ^^ and posting an emo journal after all this time of absence doesn't inspire anything good either 9_9

PS: Enjoying the free CSS of course >>

take care guys!